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now WHO AM I TO TRUST?
different person
ive said it before and ill say it again
im changing
i want to get better
i want to love more
i want to change my ways
ive already changed my frame of mind
now its a B LINE towards the light, im glad to be alive
im doin everything in my power to get this right
stay focused and keep up the stride
im so close but your ghosts on my mind
i feel like my whole life people been jockin me
never felt accepted, thats the life of a prodigy
but now that i got focused its like nobodys stoppin me
i keep it to myself cuz you know what the drama brings
next up for the milly, yeah its me, i mean probably
want so much money that these rappers are robbin me
people talk shit, dont know why it still bother me
only work with love, it was hard but it gotta be
fuckin dropped like a bad habit, tho it was my fault
i got caught up in the drugs, there was no one i could call
but then i met God and he told me how to walk
showed me the way to help myself stand tall
so that i could help you, know this always was my call
screwed up my relationships, i always dropped the ball
but now that it connected, terrified of what i lost
didnt treat her right, paid the price, raised the cost
but i feel lost, thought theres someone i could trust
my whole damn life, people never gave a fuck
i bet they on my nuts when i finally get some buzz
im still trying to make it right but im stuck and it sucks
right now need more than luck to, get up from this rut
now who am i to trust? who can i trust?
where is my best friend, the one i really loved?
all i wants is that back. a second chance to get up
i make mistakes but i can learn to get with it
missing obvious shit, but think deeply bout religion
so i need a little help, you can tell me when im an idiot (ignit?)
dont know what the future holds but i want you to be an in it
for the men listen to this, dont think i be on some bitch shit
im trying to find myself, and theres some things i have to live with
so the only reason why im here on this track is forgiveness
if i only get one shot i suppose that this izit
forgive me for my past, please forgive me for my sins
give me a second chance, a second chance so i can live
i blew the first chance but this hurts man, its burnin
/now im a man,got a plan and thats certain
finally see the view that was hidin behind curtains
finally understand that i, have to put work in
i want to see you naked and you want to see me shirtless
it aint all about the sex but just tell me that im just a jerk then
til then im lost, doin better but i keep thinkin
if i could change the past, id do it in a blinkin
/of an eye, this is life, love and pride
i can never say what i want when the moment arrives
never had the words, but i fuckin had a rhyme
but now every day wake up, thank god im alive
its a different way i perceive now, i cried.
thought i had it right, but now what do i find |
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| Harriet Tubman |
In my dreams and visions, I seemed to see a line, and on the other side of that line were green fields, and lovely flowers, and beautiful white ladies, who stretched out their arms to me over the line, but I couldn't reach them no-how. I always fell before I got to the line. |
| Vidya Balan |
The portrayal of women in Indian cinema, in Hindi cinema is definitely changing, and I have been fortunate to have been part of a lot of films that have contributed to that change. So people see me as a face of that change, and yes, that is because of the choices I've made, but there are lots of people who are working towards effecting this change. |
| Ram Dass |
When the faith is strong enough, it is sufficient just to be. It's a journey towards simplicity, towards quietness, towards a kind of joy that is not in time. It's a journey that has taken us from primary identification with our body and our psyche, on to an identification with God, and ultimately beyond identification. |